ok ok so I missed a few days!!!

howdie, this title is for my friend Tracy who is hassling me about "abandoning" my blog! This is definitely not the case, however I am very busy with school and trying to find a job...so those of you who check in often, forgive me if I slack but I will be posting several times each month!

OK now that all that is cleared up! What's happening.....
I have no idea where to start because each day it seems I get my head knocked off a bit more in class. (this is a good thing) I must say, hands down, this is the best experience of my life!
Not that I haven't love visiting other countries and meeting new people etc...but in this place you can imagine the electric energy of young adults meeting and then getting fired up about Jesus and not just that, but what the promises are for those who believe....whoooo let me slow down.

ok so it has been made abundantly clear that our hollywood version of this king man who loved everyone and Oh poor guy had to die, is completely false! Wanna know reality? REality is that this man, while in the flesh, was still actually in heaven bc he was never seperated from the Father! And, the reality as hard as it is to hear, is that we are all his creation, and as apotter would do to clay, he would mold it right....well, would the clay say "why are you doing it like that or I don't get you!" NO and if that potter wanted to smash the creation because it was not pleasing to him, would it be his right to do so? YES of course!

Now imagine God, yes the sameloving GOd that we tend to picture, He is the lover and the brother etc.....but He is also the King and the judge and the creator! So, when we as humans (as a whole) choose to neglect Him, or we blatantly disobey, does He have the right as the creator to do whatever He pleases? Of course...now thankfully He is merciful and gracious as well but who are we to question How He does or why He does things.
So I lost some of you...yup...cause this is hard to hear in our microwave immediate gratification, I want it my way society! But the good news is that those who believe and recognize that this life is not the end of the road...for them the promises are immense....just read the book. It's like reading Lord os the rings....seas of glass, rainbows of emerald and we believers gain the inheritance of nations as rulers over dominions! YOOOOO this is crazy...and you may think I am crazy...who cares! There is only one way to find out....live satisfied now, or be unsatisfied and seek Him to see in the end days who is right! I chose the latter!
PRAYER POINTS:
So there is a slice of what I am doing. Otherwise, I am praying and asking others to join me for the overturning of abortion in California and the overturning of gay marriages too. Also I am praying for stronger and harder laws for divorce in america so families will actually have to work a bit to stay together! Finally I am praying that I and you all become awakened by how disillusioned we have become by society thinking that a whole bunch of mess should be "tolerated" and I am praying that God reveal Himself and his truth to our hearts. Pray for my cousin as the birthing of the baby is coming in 2 months. Last, pray for me to find a job or be financially supported somehow! I have been looking but nuttin yet. My bills are very minimal about $400 a month,but my schedule at school changes alot so it is tough. 'til next time!